After doing God's work of Evangelism full time temporary for 3 months. Now going back to work in a new job for Selfridges, God spoke and revealed the promise He would do for my sacrifice.
"You will lack nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing nothing, NOTHING! You never ever put into shame, never EVER PUT INTO SHAME! You trusted in Me in every area, even in Finance, you took a decision that God will supply and He will supply, that abundance supply is taking over you. Abundant supply, you will testify, you will testify, you will testify! My supply will take over you. You will testify,YOU WILL TESTIFY! Because you trusted Me, you in Me, you have trusted in Me!"
25 Oct 2015
"You will multiply in every area of your life, in every area you will multiply, you will multiply, you will multiply. You will multiply. The Multiplication of God will take over you. Whoever spend anything for My sake, they will be having hundred fold, in this world and other world. And you will have that in this world, in this world, in this world!"
1 Nov 2015
Also a prophecy was given, saying Financial blessing is going to take over. It was a prophecy for me, even though the pastor said that prophecy was for someone, I know it was for me.
So as you can see.....when these 2 blessings take over me, THIS blog is the evidence!
And I will explain the reason why these things are happening.
It is to do with faith and FULLY trusting in God as your everything.
I will go back to the beginning.
If my pastor Anytonsil normally prays for me, I would fall backwards (aka being Slain in Spirit).
Feb 2013 was when Jesus manifested His glory at my pastor Antonysil's house during friday night prayer evening.
I noticed few things:
whenever I stood still during the worship, my body shaken heavily, but if I clapped my body stops shaking.
If I put my hands up in the air, my head goes backwards.
If I go on my knees, my body shakes.
Therefore I didn't know what to do, so I thought the best way for me to worship God is by clapping as I sang with the other brothers and sisters.
(mind you...despite all these things, both my foot became numb!)
Ever since that day I usually feel God's presence occasionally during the day without my pastor praying for me. The feeling happens such as one of my ears going numb, one of my fingers going numb or usually my foot going numb.
Also when Holy Spirit is trying to communicate with me, to inform me something through Feelings, I would feel the presence manifest around my body.
For an example when I failed my driving test the second time, I was very angry with God, but He tried to cool and calm me down, and I felt the numbness on my left ear knob.
Even on Dec 25 2013, as soon as I walked into our church, I felt his presence on me.
When my manager Russell Orr who worked with me at Next warehouse Ockendon, was complaining of a trap nerve on his right leg. That time I felt the presence of God strongly on me.
My body was shaking, my hands were shaking and my feet went numb.
Indicating I needed to pray for him...and I did.
Ever since all these days, the presence of God manifests on me differently!
Now mind you...many these things I usually felt (above)....and stopped. Except for the shaking and feet going numb.
I now feel numbness at the tip of my tongue! (like the case of Jeremiah and Isiah)
As I type this now, I no longer feel the numbness, it stopped around end of Sept I believe.
Though what I am feeling now, is usually heat. I don't know if this heat would be the next manifestation presence all the time. But just to say...I usually feel the heat when my pastor prays for me or lays hand on me certain times. And the heat is always around my back of neck to my shoulders.
But what I am trying to say is that when I worship Father, and i put my hands up, by the time I put my hands down I would feel the heat. Even when I pray for people, I would immedialy feel heat around my back, as if I am going hot.
I prayed for Ammar's dad last Sunday even 18 Oct 2015, after losing his good friend few days ago, after praying for him and laid hands on his chest, i could feel the heat so much at the back of my neck.
Right now I don't know if it is God's presence or just human body. But I seem to be getting a LOT of twitching!!!
You know when you get the eyelid twitch?
It is not just my left eyelid that twitches a lot, but rest part of my body: fingers, muscles, leg etc.
Now I will say this, back when I was young, when I masturbate, the next day I would usually get eyelid twitches. I usually thought I get eyelid twitch after watching porn.
But i was wrong, because after being Born Again and not watching porn, I still got the eyelid twitches!
Well naturally people would say it is due to dry eyes, tiredness, stress etc.
Who knows I might have been tired those times I did not watch porn but still felt the eyelid twich, as I cannot remember the state I was at.
But now...lately I have been getting these twitching A LOT. It has nothing to do with the symptoms, because I have no stress, no worries, no lack of please.
So right now...the feelings manifestation of the presence of the Lord I am getting are:
+heat at the back of my neck
+numbness on feet
+heat on my back when I begin to speak words
+immediate power falling upon me as soon as I start praying or put my hands up
+shaking of the hands when the power is heavily presence
For the presences I stopped feeling or rarely feel are:
-tip of my tongue going numb
-numbness around my ears
-numbness on fingers
But hey!
Holy Spirit/God/Jesus manifest His powers different ways.
After church, wonderful message from our pastor.
What was revealed, if many Christians hear this message, they will not believe because of how much they limit themselves and do not see how highly God sees us!
4 October 2015
"I have given you the Glory, MY GLORY. The Father give me the very glory, that i have given unto you, it is taking you over. Take the authority, no enemy can stand in front of you because I am dwelling with you. I am in you, I am in you. When you say Abba Father, it's not who you say, it is I AM who is connecting, with the Father. Not you, not you, not you. I have given you very glory, very glory, very glory" "Father have glorified the son and He said I will glorify you, because my glory has been given unto you, In the way that i have glorified my son, I will glorify you!"
We learnt about inheritance, being the heir of Father, amazing message.
When you become a heir of God, you inherit all the property.
You inherit the rank, position, title, power, authority, tradition, talent and everything.
If you listen to the message and you get the revelation, you will NEVER be the same again as you are right now!
After church, Anosuka's birthday. 20 Sept 2015. Prophecy 10.
My pastor prayed for me, and a Word of advice/truth came from God
"Be courage, be courage by the Word of God. That is your power, that is your power, be courage. Impart, deposit the word of God unto you. That is your power, that is your power, that is your power, that is your power, that is your power, that is your power. And then when you speak the word the power will flow through you. Gospel is the power of God."
No wonder why whenever I read the bible, I get the numbness on my feet, as if I am standing in the presence of God. Always happens all the time, usually I am mostly on the bus and that's the time I could read the bible, and the numbness occurs while i'm on the bus.
This is why when I speak regarding the Word, Jesus, Bible to anyone, the tip of my tongue goes numb. Even when i'm in the house and ready to go out and do evangelism, as soon as I step outside the house, immediately the numbness manifest on the tip of my tongue.
Same goes with prayer, before I pray, just before I'm about to say a prayer, small prayer, thought to the Father, thanks to Father. Immediately my tongue has gone numb, and then I say the word.
When I just do even a small prayer, immediately my tongue goes numb.
So this week we are having a crusade in our church, the same pastor that came to preach and bless at the Leicester May meeting is coming throughout this Tuesday to Friday week of Aug 4 to 7th.
Tuesday evening service, he prayed for me.
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My ministry has started from today onward!
Today I met one sister in our church who randomly came, we talked and she has a lot of knowledge about Muslims, she will be a great asset to me!
She introduced me to a strong Hindu believing family whose son cannot walk.
What i have done today....words would be too much on what happened.
God revealed in the past He has arranged someone for me who will help me.
And I believe this sister is the one!
The way everything happened today is INSANE!
Also God revealed to me that I am hesitating too much that is why I don't pray for people and they don't get healed!
Even today I had a dream relating to this.
this is too much....My ministry has started today! My healing Evangelism.
it is best if I can show all with videos...because typing it would be less believable.
I had this dream, please mark this in your heart for later something like this will come to past.
I saw myself, well notified and known, I believe I was dressed smart.
Few people were with me, following me.
I went around places.
Sister Ann was with me, i believe Brother Peter was with me as well.
I was in a place/house, and I saw almost 5 children with problems, like epilepsy, and these children were disabled. I wanted to pray for them, even I was shocked that they will definitely be healed and better if I prayed for them. I went up to the owner in charge of looking after the children, I think she is African.
And to my surprise, she denied me when I said I wanted to pray for the children.
Immediately when she denied me, one other lady instantly appeared from behind me and said she would pray for them, and she was allowed but I denied. Her prayer was like a blessing.
I went back to my group who were following me, and they asked why I am not praying for the children, I told them the lady/owner denied or rejected me.
To my mind and even now as I type this, I am very surprised that people will deny and REJECT free blessing!
2)
Also in the dream, I saw myself falling from a sky at night.
And there were rings lined up all over the sky, as I was falling, I would collect these rings.
The rings are together like bracelets. There were even square rings as well.
The rings are like this, not as in colour, but together like these image. The colour of the ring were transparent.
There were words written both inside and outside of the rings. Colour of the letters were hidden.
When I touch the rings, the letters glows, and if I rotate and position the words of the rings together to match and make a word, the letters glow even more. Colour of the glow is white.
3 times all the rings were aligned together to form this name: Spirit of Charity Organisation Church
When I landed on the ground, I was in a conference with smart people sitting.
Then they call the name of the 'CTO' of Spirit of Charity Organisation Church, it was one lady.
I CANNOT remember the name that was called, but why does "branda" come to my mind now?
3)
Also I went to visit my sister in one new apartment, she said she really likes the living room.
It was night time and they were about to have dinner, i spoke to her and asked her about Luke.
She said Luke moved out to a shared-house in Plastiow.
The baby Ezekiel was about to have his dinner, and my sister said she was microwaving bake beans.
I don't know what this dreamt meant for my sister.
either
a) I need to go and visit her because she felt lonely with her child
or
b) she might have to move to a new house and I still need to visit her.
Today's message 14/06/2015 was amazing!
It was so full of Light that Father wanted us to listen again to that great message.
Father revealed to me, too much stuff!!!
1) I had one dream months and months ago, around 2014.
I saw 10 thousands x (times) 10 thousands of people, that cannot be numbered, like seashore!
I only saw a brief moment around 3 seconds.
I did not know what that meant, though later when my Pastor further prayed for me and mentioned I will be doing Ministry for God, that dream I had started making sense somewhat.
Now today my pastor probably saw the same vision,
"God is meeting people today one by one, one by one, but there's a days are coming. Thousands of thousands people gathered to listen to me, thousands of thousands gathered to listen to me."
The word thousand, was not made up, I never told my pastor about this dream I had.
Thousand is the best word to describe what I saw, think of the word in Revelation when John saw the multitudes. That is why I call it 10,000 x 10,000. Now my pastor said thousands of thousands!
What I saw was like a crusade, thousands of people gathered, unnumberable!
Think of it like Benny Hinn ministries, Daniel Kolenda evangelism or Reinhard Bonke crusades.
2)
"I will challenge, and do wonders and miracles, it will happen on the street, it will happen on the street, it will happen on the street! Many will be gathering, many will be gathering because of the miracles they see, because of the wonders they see"
3)
"healing....HEALING, HEALING. WONDERS AND SIGNS!"
When I release the word, He is there to prove it to me, to prove it to me!
When he prayed for me, I felt Father/Jesus/Spirit touching me on my chest/stomach, I felt heat! and heat around my neck!
On my birthday, Father gave me this blessed promise as my birthday gift
1 Samuel 3:19New King James Version (NKJV)19 So Samuel grew, and the Lord was with him and let none of his words fall to the ground.
Thank you Father.
You who are reading this, are my witness to all these!
When I start doing great and mighty things, even mightier than what Jesus did, do not be surprise and know that it is merely Father's words and promises to me coming to past!
::date: 14 June 2015 Prophecy (published 15 Monday)
4 Then the word of the Lord came to me, saying:5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;Before you were born I sanctified you;I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”6 Then said I:“Ah, Lord God!Behold, I cannot speak, for I am a youth.”7 But the Lord said to me:“Do not say, ‘I am a youth,’For you shall go to all to whom I send you,And whatever I command you, you shall speak.8 Do not be afraid of their faces,For I am with you to deliver you,” says the Lord.9 Then the Lord put forth His hand and touched my mouth, and the Lord said to me:“Behold, I have put My words in your mouth. See, I have this day set you over the nations and over the kingdoms,To root out and to pull down,To destroy and to throw down,To build and to plant.”
Why does the tip of my tongue go numb or feel dry?
To me I believe this is just Jeremiah 1 being fulfilled in my life.
I remember the first few times I came to my church and when pastor was praying for me, one particular time he prayed for me, I believe it was my 3rd or 4th time as I can't remember roughly.
But pastor said I should write it down and read Jeremiah 1, I should go over that chapter and re-read.
I did as he said, but nothing particularly happened, nothing significant after the days I was reading.
Now randomly the tip of my tongue just goes numb, Jeremiah 1 is the only bible verse I can get to answer this meaning.
Because it means the Lord has put His words in my mouth.
Isaiah 6 may sound almost right, but doesn't come close to Jer 1. Because Isaiah 6, the angel used the coal to cleanse Isaiah's sins.
I actually asked my pastor what this means, but he said God's power can manifest differently, also when I release the power, it would feel like someone drains the energy from you. But I don't think this is the case here.
In fact as I am typing this, my tongue is numb:/
I was actually watching Apocolypto movie just a few minutes ago, when the men painted in blue arrived at the sacrificial temple. I started feeling 2 significant things:
1) my tongue was numb
2) I could feel breeze going through my left middle palm
I had to pause the movie and pray to Father, giving thanks.
After doing that for about 5 mins, I lost appetite to continue watching the movie, so i wanted to type this out.
I fully do not know WHAT this thing or things mean, but I would confirm one thing:
a) if my tongue goes numb, it has to do with me speaking to Father and releasing His words or Promises.
Today when I was walking alone, praying to Father and praising and worshiping. When I almost got to my destination, i noticed the tongue numbness manifesting.
but I do not know what the air breeze through my left palm hand means.
This is something I've been meaning to write, but I kept delaying, holding and forgetting.
it is to do with my speaking.
I do not know what this means yet.
But RIGHT now as I was just praying to the Father, as I lay on the bed, a short prayer.
My mouth began to dry, I can feel this heavy dryness and numbness at the tip of my tongue, as i type this.
As I've always wanted to write this before: previously whenever I talk about my testimony, God, bible, miracles, church, Jesus etc. I would notice my mouth would run dry!
I went to sister Ann's house one time when her aunty was away from home. I was speaking the Word to sister Anna and teaching her the bible (this was just after I finished visiting Brain, a lonely man who rejected me when i went to his house to proclaim the 'Truth' to him).
As I was preaching/teaching to sister Ann, i noticed my mouth was running dry all the time.
She offered me a drink cranberry juice earlier and I didn't want to refuse. I really needed water, though each time i kept speaking, my mouth would run dry. And each time i drank the juice, it makes me more thirsty.
In fact in addition to this, I just understand this greater revelation now.
Jan 2015 i was excited to try out different drinks and juices from different brands of company.
Though when I fasted Feb 2015, because I was mainly drinking water all the time, after the fast I got so used to drinking water. I did not even felt like drinking any juices, I was mainly and purely drinking water all the time!
Whenever i go to my pastor's house, when we are having dinner, pastor's wife would offer me a drink and I would decline and ask for water instead, i would tell her I'm trying to drink water just for this year.
It is God who put this thrist into me, thrist to only drink water. I don't know why, I just have the only need to drink water alone.
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During the Leicester meeting, on Friday morning while I was at the hotel, i had a big breakfast. I didn't have time to digest...or well..go to the toilet or release some gas. So that kind of steered up my stomach so badly, that I was feeling very very bad stomach pain for a long time!!!
The problem was I did not drank enough water.
When I say I was striving to drink only water this year...I mean it!
I kept drinking water ALL the time, my body is so used to the amount of water I drink.
now because of this 2 days Leicester meeting on 28 and 29, i never drank enough water, therefore it gave me bad stomach pains.
But I am feeling better now.
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Now I don't know what this means or why i have dry mouth/tongue.
But I will tell you this great revelation that just happened to me now.
Right now as I prayed a short prayer to Father, I had a numbness to my right 5th toe. My tongue was going dry and numb.
When I was typing all these, i stopped and quickly prayed and proclaim for women in prostitution, victims in trafficking, poor people, people in disaster situation like Nepal.
As I prayed I put my left hand up, and I felt a breeze on the middle of my palm, constantly.
I don't know what this dry tongue means...but i will soon find out and explain/update.
Finally back in London after the meeting in Leicester for the Deliverance, Healing and Anointing service.
Brother/Pastor Sajith prayed for me, with full expectation I was expecting something great from Father.
I was praying previously to God so He should reveal to me my calling, and power me up so that I can start healing people, raising the dead and doing great and mighty works, (even though we all have these gifts).
"Ep 1:16-17 is your prophecy, Spirit of Wisdom and Revelation.
Spirit of Wisdom and Revelation, which means being Enlightened
Eyes of Understanding
Through the Spirit of Wisdom and through the Spirit of Revelation, your eyes of understanding will be enlightened....and you WILL see the hope of your calling!"
When I received this prophecy, I was stunned because I was expecting something greater like to start doing greater things Jesus had done. But later I realized this is a blessed powerful anointing.
Ephesians 1:16-17New King James Version (NKJV)
16 do not cease to give thanks for you, making mention of you in my prayers:17 that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him,
Now that I have received this Spirit of Wisdom and Revelation, I shall know more about the Father. And the more I know about Him, the more I will know what my calling is, who I am in Christ, doing greater and mighty things in Him.
Second prophecy given to me was after the offering.
Pastor Sajith prophecy through Jesus when I put down my offering: "God has made you prosper, He has made you prosper, I will have better jobs, I will be in a high position, through contacts, by contacts is how I will get a new job".
23/05/2015
We had ministers meeting today at Pastor's house, to discuss the issues of many things hindering the growth of the church.
We finished around 10pm, from 8pm. Other teachings followed along the acknowledgement.
Before the rest of the brothers and sisters departed, pastor prayed for me.
God revealed that I am always smiling and laughing, He wants me to always smile and laugh at the problems that comes against me. When I laugh and smile, the devil gets very angry. I should laugh at the problem and the evil will pack its bag and flee away. He said there are some areas I am afraid to laugh/smile at, but I should smile/laugh and favour will be shown to me! When I will lay my hands on people, I will smile/laugh, and when I do the spirit of laughter will over take the person I am praying for.
This is insane stuff.
Now I know why I am *ALWAYS* smiling and laughing. Because God designed me like this for a reason.
In the near future when my ministry has begone and started already, who ever is reading this now will know that ALL these happening are all done by God's will and planning!
Even people like you, at my working place, people I had worked with in the past, at big brand companies; you have seen me: I am always smiling and laughing and you've always wondered WHY.
Why is he always laughing and smiling.
I've come a long way from feeling the presence and powers of I.AM.
The first time I started going to Prime Ministries and after the service, pastor will pray for me, then I feel I AM's presence.
I would fall to my back.
Feb 2013 was when Lord allowed me to feel his awesome presence, ever since I feel his presence day in and day out.
Now 2015 I feel his presence heavily, almost ALL the time!
what does it feel like?
*Numbness on my left or right foot (happens all the time)
*body shaking (when HEAVY presence of God is around)
*heat sensation around my body (all the time now)
*eye twitching (happened once)
*Falling back (happens all the time now)
What do I mean by happens all the time?
As in just minding my own business, or thinking; then I would feel this sensation.
Whenever the heavy presence of I AM is around is when my body shakes as if I am cold, even though I am not.
I am making this blog totally different.
It will be my walk and journey with Christ.
The miracles and knowledge I gain.
I have written down the prophecies God has revealed onto me, as witness.
So that when I start walking in the Lord, these things I published on those days will be my witness!
When I start delivering people, healing people, I am not the one doing them but my Father in me.
I will start sharing things I perceive in the spiritual kingdom, because I AM already prophecied to reveal these things to me.
There is an event coming up in Bristol and Leicester which I will attend this May 26, 27 and May 28, 29.
Bristol Healing Meetings
May 26 & 27 2015
11am -3pm & 5pm - 8pm
Holy Trinity Church Centre
Broad Croft, Bradley Stoke
Bristol- BS32 0BD
Why am I laying down all these works and evidence? because humans are ignorant!
They see truth and they don't want to believe it.
I know when I grow in the Lord, he shall make me big (you are witnesses for reading these).
And when I do grow big and do great and mighty things, many Christians will reject me, hate me and call me false. Even your great grand-children will reject me if they do not learn in the truth.
So when I am fully established, the questions I will answer, I will point towards my evidences I leave as trails, even to this blog.
So that when they read this, THEY CANNOT DENY the truth!
This event that will be happening will be a power up event for me!
I shall feel the presence and power of God never than before. This will be my awakening to my start up.
After Wednesday Bible study deliverance and anointing service, pastor prayed for everyone, I was the last he prayed for. And this is what I AM revealed onto me:
"I will deliver people, I should stop expecting goosebumps, I should stop waiting for feelings, I should speak, all I need to do is SPEAK. He has prepared many people, he has arranged many people for me. When I speak, no one can resist me, they will be delivered through me and they shall accept him."
I cannot remember the exact spoken words, but I AM said these things
My pastor prayed for me later in the evening after church, I AM revealed more of His purpose for me:
"THIS IS THE KEY, THIS IS THE KEY, if you know you are the Son of God, and nothing is impossible for you to do, nothing is impossible to do in your life, if you know who you are, THIS IS THE KEY, If you know who you are in ME, and you will do mighty things, you will do through my name mighty things, YOU WILL DO MIGHTY THINGS, nothing shall come against you, nothing shall challenge you. They will knee down and accept me, they will knee down and accept me, THEY WILL KNEE DOWN AND ACCEPT ME when they see the revelation of God, and accept me when they see you are dwelling with my power, they cannot resist, they cannot resist, THEY CANNOT RESIST. Nobody can resist you, because I am with you, i am with you, I AM WITH YOU! My power and authority is with you. YOU ARE THE SON OF GOD As I made Jesus Christ, same way i have made you, made you, made you. Even the devil see you not as you are, he is seeing you as Christ standing in front of him that is how I made you, YOU ARE THE CHRIST YOU ARE THE CHRIST which is Christ dwelling in you. that is why I say, no longer you. i am the one liveth in you."
My pastor Antonysil Abraham prayed for me, God spoke through him, I AM revealed to me: "I will deliver people, people speaking different languages, African speaking people, English speaking people, Asian speaking people"
When he prayed for me, I bursted out in tears crying, I AM revealed how much he loved, even calling me "His beloved".
